my horoscope:

Be subtler in your communication style today. Explore the art of dropping hints.

Is someone accusing you (of all things) of being too nice? Is that even possible? Okay, you want to dismiss this, but sit down and think about it. Could it be that there's a kernel of truth in this person's supposition?

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Okie this is WAY too weird. Paul said i was too nice and that i reminded him of his first wife when we were having lunch yesterday at Indo Chine at Boat Quay.

We are officially empty (well trying to be anyway)

Moving from the snuggly corner of Annsiang Hill, where no one will question the award of food paradise, we are going to Pagoda street!

Pagoda’s just up and ahead Chinatown MRT with a kickass stone throw away from the exit. We have Indian tailors guarding our stairway and another ad firm just round the corner, I am determined to make it a SUPER LOVELY OFFICE. *PINK PINK PINK* (yea I wish!!)

Firstly, goodbye AVOCADO SHAKE and YONG TAU HU. Sobs. You have been nothing but absolutely delicious! You have done nothing but improved my appetite for lunch!

I had wonderful memories here, working with Irene for a short period of time. It was fun, bitching and chatttttting non-stop. I met han here and she’s eventually became a friend (who’s missing in Australia!) I had my gloomy period here and I had the most a rewarding experience in the past few months here! Learnt that acceptance is possible if you try hard enough and that no shit is ever shitty enough to bring you down. Nothing is impossible because Impossible is I-M-POSSILE. Heh heh. (wait till u hear me curse and swear man, now that’s another story tsk tsk)

Pictures coming right up dudes!

I didn know stayin home can be quite cool. Laughs.

AND i didn know my mom can spend 65 bucks at Cold Storage at one shot. WAH! Mom's are the people who never fails to suprise us don u think?

Gosh that song is so stuck to my head. Nice ain it?

me stuck at home on a saturday. Ain much to say for there are so many things i cant explain. And perhaps for once, although the heart says please, the mind decides otherwise.

To some, i fear loneliness. To me i fear the emotions that comes along when my mind wonders. Although it is nothing much to be feared, how well can one be prepared for when you have seen the worst?

Artist:
lifehouse
Song:
you belong to me

See the pyramids along the Nile
Watch the sun rise from the tropic isle
Just remember darling all the while
You belong to me

See the market place in old Algiers
Send me photographs and souvenirs
Just remember when a dream appears
You belong to me

And I'll be so alone without you
Maybe you'll be lonesome too
Fly the ocean in a silver plane
See the jungle when it's wet with rain
Just remember till you're home again
You belong to me

Oh I'll be so alone without you
Maybe you'll be lonesome too
Fly the ocean in a silver plane
See the jungle when it's wet with rain
Just remember till you're home again

You belong to me

Check out the song by Lifehouse! nice!

it's finally Friday n weirdly i don have much planned out for this weekend. Looks like i can catch up on my cat naps n videos eh? We are shifting office to somewhere in Chinatown so it's kinda exciting cox i am trying to sneak a chance to decorate our new office with my favourite colleague. LAUGHS.

Junnie, you are not online for like 2 days and i miss talking to u! woah. (although i HAVE been seeing you after work for the past 4 days hiak hiak hiak)

Lookin forward to Pirates of the Caribbean tonight!

Here we go again.


I don really know who reads my blog now since i have closed it for months n shifted here n there, avoiding certain people, certain feelings i had over the past few months.


Ain this all too familiar?

woowala!

For some reasons, i this layout cant display --> ' (n i don know why) like when i put I've (I have) it turns out all funny.

Well anyway, me met up with shan n junnie just now for dinner (and committed a SIN in purchasing a SUPER lovely top). It occurred to me that Paul n shan BOTH mentioned about how mean peeps can be when there is absolutely no need to be MEAN. And i so know wad they mean cox when i call up the bitches receptionists, they turn all nasty n shit towards me. Come on man, i m just doing my job (innocent eyes)

n in case there is ANYONE who's reading this (i donnoe.. like r's ex girlfriend or some dumb bitch from somewhere who hates me) n thinks that I am a MEANIE MYSELF, i would say hey, i KNOW i am mean sometimes but i'm working on it. Me short fuse is starting to be LONGER n longer so cut me some slack?

Am super amazed by a classmate today. I thought she was just cool but today i know she's wayyyyyy cooler then that ;)

okie, gotto feed MJ pom pom n lulu now.

p/s: i wanna win toto! i wanna wanna win it badly!!!!! (yea i know chances are slim but still...:)

URS

Found this pic tat's really pretty (we are on the highest level!)
Credits from Go Direct. http://www.godirect.com.sg/ (this boss is my boss's friend eh)

I had a hell of a time yest in class seating with Zann n junnie. Gosh not a word went into my dumb head but all my energy to controlling my laughter!

i m contemplating if we should ask boss to allow us to design our own name cards. FUN.

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Hi ai mates!

After lotsa feedback, i guess this layout is easier for u to read huh? :)

It's been a hell of a weekend. I have not yet grasp the stuff evolving around me and I seem to be lost most of the time. And my dearest missing n fangfang, I wasn bored, I guess I was just lost. Feeling a little lost.

Sometimes, it feels as if there is something that’s eating into me and what’s left of me. It seems I have failed in many areas of life and there’s not much to hold onto.

But I do know that when things seem so helpless, that there ARE things worth living for (explains the SELF IMPROVEMENT books that peeps write) and that its really up to oneself to pull yourself up after you fall.

I am going to fake it, till I make it – Tyra. (ah! late night tv!)

RIP Betty

Friends

My eyes are crossing up (cross eyes) because of the lack of sleep i had last night. What a dramatic nice it was man. Don get me started on wad happened.

For peeps who's been nice to once again offer their kind support(sounds like a charity going on here) for ms softie here, THANK YOU. Super gan dong by ur sms junnie tat i can cancel u anytime and mark for the greener pastures for picnics. *winks* But how cum ur side is always GREENER?

Friends are heros in our lives who makes us laugh when we are down, makes us cheer when we are havin fun, carries no judgements to the decisions we make and stone along (stare into spaces or build castles in the air together) when there's nothing much to do. In the shitty world we are in, there ain many people who can offer kindness without selfishness. Where the concept of 'self-first' comes way ahead of everything else.

So i thank the peeps who's given me a hug when i was gabbing on my pretty box of kleenex.

Weekends are FINALLY here again and this weekend is filled to the brim. hopefully, things will be bright n cheery all the way!

Avocado shake! It's a i-must-have-it drink for lunch whenever i eat at Amoy. slup slup! I guess after we move i am so going to miss it, along with the oneh oneh and the delicious yong tau hu. sheesh. brain freeze!

I woke up to a nice cool rainy day this morning which resulted my brain to start functioning 15 minutes later. And in my panic (argh late late late!) my fingers hooked onto the little fury thing on my phone and whoosh! *Bing Blang bang* Now my phone's refusing to make any sound and i cant hear my smses or any ring tones. SIGH.

Happy postcrosser

I am a happy postcrosser! I got my forth postcard this month. The one on top is from New York and another from Central Finland. These peeps are nice really and the turn around time is about 2 weeks? So its really quick to get a card from someone out there.

I got myself this tee from Revolt at Cine. It actually looks good with a sling bag. HEE.

I am on a strict money diet so i am trying my very best to NOT head to towns n malls. HAHA. But temptation is always around.

genius in the making!

HAHAHA i fixed my ancient computer. woohoo~
weekends are GREAT. I got my mom a radio she wanted, fixed my curtains, had a good tuition with val n enen and watched Blood Diamond with junnie at home too! (credit to Kenneth who's my 'bestfriend' for lending me the DVD) Speaking of which, who's holding onto my DVD 'The notebook'? Own up now.

We are leaving our cosy home on Ann Siang road to find another home cox the mafias landlords are being ridiculious. We saw one tats almost perfect, but i heard it's been rented out already. Ahh... i wish i wish i WISH that we can have partitions man. I like talking onto the phone with my candidates loudly because it brings out the confidence in me. and i can surf the net too

That's karen and Paul.

Once in a while i meet up wth old pals i used to work with (hi rubbish man! gosh i haven seen you in 2 long years man) and it has dawned on me that i do miss u guys alot. Wahh can u remember the times we secretly had chocolates in the warehouse? *laughs* Maybe that's why i got fired! HAHAHAHA!

That you're not not not gonna get any better
You won't won't won't you won't get rid of me never
Like it or not, even though she's a lot like me
We're not the same
And yeah yeah yeah
I'm alot to handle You don't know trouble,
I'm a hell of a scandal
Me,
I'm a scene, I'm a drama queen
I'm the best damn thing that your eyes have ever seen

koodoos to the coolest star ever! I am having loads of fun doing stuff related to advertising stuff but the sad part is that peeps in there arnt as better paid as peeps in banks. Ah saidee, i guess u made the right choice in studying finance hurhur.

Tribute to BOY. I don think i ever mentioned much about u in my blog and though we kinda lost contact somehow, i would like to say (have always wanted to actually) THANK YOU. Thank you for the pratas and the timeout from the greyish skies that flocked over my head then. Thank you for lending your ears to listen to my wabbles n wibberish complains. Thank you for lending your shoulders when i needed them. And may all this good turns true for you. thank you.

Weekends... HERE I COME.

http://theasylum.com.sg/shop/

Woah! check this out man.

HEP!

We are moving office real soon cox the mafias landlords are chasing us out. While on office hunting, I visualize a dam pretty partition. Laughs. Then I can hang up CUTE stuff all over without the fear of getting mocked at.

I am quite looking forward Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End (Will Turner and captain Jack!) It’s been quite a while since his well known Edward Scissors Hands.

I am a genius! See BIG FONTS! HAHAHA. Took me damn long to figure this out.

Photos Galore! I cant upload all of em but here's the interesting ones.

The stripe team! We didn manage to catch any decent FISH or PRAWNS but lotsa guppies (which are all DEAD now cox val forgot to change the water for them). Bottle tree park is fun!

This is what we call shopping addiction. And on top of the 2 tops, i got another from ZARA (chill its only 20 bucks! yay!) and a book from kinokuniya.

Thanks yiying for this lovely purse from Taiwan :)

Anyone a Fruits Basket Fan? I got another one with YUKI on it (yes mr mouse).

Miss Junnie and our Birthday Kisses! Thanks for being SOOOOO wonderful.

Manicures rock! Mine is orange! When was the last time you did yours? :)

OKIE. This is COMPLETELY random. BUT Lishan n i thought this fish looks super cute. Doesn it look like it was colored by a crayon?

Junnie and her FRIED RICE from DING TAI FENG. It's supernice! And how can we EVER forget the dumplings with daosa init? yums :9

Ah I know these fonts are FREAKING small but I cant seem to change it man.

Welcome to a new blog-skin. Lovely ain it? HAHA.

So many thoughts in my head yet so little time to blog em all down now. I am office hunting because we are moving out from this cosy place.

I am in a dilemma of choosing between fixing my CPU or getting a lappy. I haven gotten my tattoo yet and I need to get a decent mother’s day gift.

The ending to the book brought a tingling sadness when lily committed suicide at the half-way house. I cannot quite understand why because there was someone for her. I am on the hunt for his second book, My Friend Leonard.

I am almost done with James frey's book and some ways, I think he resembles the person I thought I knew too well. Who still seize away minutes of my time each day not knowing what to think anymore.

I am a contradicting piece of shit.

I booked 2 tickets at GV for Spidy3 but it turned out the system got f up and our reservation was not taken even though I DID get a CONFIRMATION number and an email. The customer service officers seem to be dead (I cant help be think of the scenes from Resident Evil where they are all dead and no one knows) and I have made about 10 calls to them left a zillion (2 actually) voicemails and there is NO reply from them. ROAR!!!!

On a lighter note, it’s FRIDAY :)

Wah been ages since I last blogged. No computer means I cant blog when I m home! :(

Happy birthday junnie! Thanks for the nice dinner n I hope u like the gifts we got u. Though we didn manage to catch Spidy (literally!) we can watch it over the weekends :) Thank you for being there for me when I needed someone, for lending your listening ears and attending classes with me! I know I am a heartless inconsiderate bitch sometimes so I really do appreciate you accepting me for who I am.

Photos will be uploaded very soon! (after the battle with the pig at home to use the laptop)

I realize I am a fault finder sometimes and I should stop being one.

I realize I am an addict to shopping and I need a cure for it!