Journey ahead

So I took another leap of faith into a mother world of unknown. 

3 years in J but I seemed to have stood still in time. Although progression is subjective to one's perspective, I would have liked to have achieved more. But from what I can see, there isn't much of a gap I can try to grow into. 

I would miss being able to run errands during the off peak hours, being home with my cat and sleeping in on weekdays. But I think things kind of just fell into place. 

Time

It is usually at this time in the day when I feel the most emotional. The wee hours seems to make the air sweeter, the possibilities seem endless and the distant memories closer.

I seem to be at a point in my life where my taste is changing. I never actually liked chocolate cake before but I have devoured slices of them recently. I am sick of chick flick novels and I crave something with a much deeper story line (A Fall of Marigolds is such a good one) involving tragedies or the world war or even biographies of politicians.

I crave endlessly to seek a deeper meaning in life and how to enrich and make it more fulfilling.

  

A little happiness

Happiness has been trailing behind me it seems.

Maybe it's something my mommeh has rubbed off on me since she's pretty much a happy person. We may be poor but we are happy was what she told me when times got a little tough. We lost our home, we lived on rice water when i was a kid but we got over that. 

Which brings me to the subject of poor. I don't get why this particular person would always throw the word poor at my face at every opportunity when, quite frankly, she's much much more wealthier than I am. Ok, that's monetary wise. But one thing I'm sure of- I'm much richer in my life with love. Love from friends and family.

Twenty Fifteen

I am currently obsessed with scottish folds. It would be nice to have company during the day when I am working.

It's absolutely refreshing that I am able to spend more time on my interests and make meals out of my own kitchen. I can proudly say now that I can make a kick ass garlic butter pasta and a wholesome dinner.