Chinese new year is drawing near and I cant wait for the long-awaited holidays. I do feel like hitting the beach at sentosa once again with lishan and junnie so that we can make this a yearly tradition ;p

Working in Chinatown means on top of having my fair share of perverted uncles staring at you, I do get to enjoy the ‘ang-ang’ atmosphere at the heat of where it all happens! I got some nice candies, I think they call them mo-chi, and have gobbled down more then 5 in the last hour. Yums!

It took me a ga-zillion years to actually settle for this skin. There are SO MANY cute, pretty, intriguing skins. But it has got to be one where I will go darn this is the ONE.

So here it is =)

Monday morning quarterback

noun:
a person who, after the event, offers advice or criticism concerning decisions made by others; one who second-guesses

I learnt a new phrase today. COOL.

14 more days to go to PAYDAY! i actually have an outstanding cheque from Mediacorp. One that is almost four months old. I have LONG forgotten how much the cheque is suppose to be. ha!

shopping is in my blood.

momo says that's because I am a woman :)

Don’t we all feel like shit has splattered on the fan and falling down on you? Don’t you think that the moment is so awkward and you would wish there is a hole you can fit yourself into?

I have met so many people whom I think are completely unworthy of even mentioning. People who reads my blog and wonder if I would say something nasty because they have offended me in the first place.

Disgusting is what I will use to describe you.

If you read this blog just to see if I mention about you, don’t you think you are an ugly little scum? Where your behaviour spells of someone who’s 7 and of an ultimate pre-mature pea sized brain? You spin tales that benefits you and belittle others. Yet you tell the world how much unjust I did to you. If I could seriously, I would spit in your face. But my spit is far too priceless to even land on your pathetic face.

So i shall let all things go and live my pretty little life while you envy me from your scumhole. (evil laughers insert here)

Well anyway, i want to praise Elizabeth arden for its darn good products. You should get some for yourself ;)

It’s January again and a start of a whole new year but I don’t feel like anything is different. Everyone is out of office and I am sitting down here, spending time on my blog. Not the nicest thing my boss should know about. Laughs. I actually forgot ALL about Andrew’s Christmas dinner till lunch with serge just now. I seem to be following another time zone.

i hate feeling sick all the time. Should drag yiying to the gym again.

you held your breath and the door for me



(he held his breath, whilst holding the door open, so the girl was so breath taking, he had to hold his breath)

Foolishness

If only han is around to listen to what I just did. I can imagine her going aww sue sue baby. (And after that, her walking over and giving me a hug)

It’s sad to know mz turned out to be shit though.

Random but, this is my birthday present from Paul. love it.

So i was browsing thru blogs again and i stumbled on missing's blog. The part where its so touching. May i quote (oh btw missing, your blog needs some serious updating.. its been growing dust for about a year now)

"On a serious note, i mit up with my with my frd for revision this afternoon..she had went thr alot for the past couple of weeks and im so sad to admit that gone are the glitter and sparkle in her eyes..what i have infront of me is a young lady, shouldering all the harsh and cold treatment from a guy who chose to abandon her in a long dist reln..but no blame is she putting on him but rather all kinds of excuses for him..and living each day with the hope that things might turn for the better..i have always known her to be a strong and remarkable lady for her young age..n i sure miss the crazy and fun side of her, when she can laugh and bitch with me so freely..but now in exchanged was a forced and weak smile and behind this facade, hides a lonely and healing heart.."

Wah. missing, i love u!!! I still feel touched even after a whole year! goes to show u are one hell of a good writer ;)

oh n if i did mention, i saw the young chap the other day. And only after ages (like many days later?) i realise that the girl right beside him, might well be his other half! laughs! And i thought he had excellent taste. woot.

I think somewhere in me lies a grumpy old lady.

At work in some ways I dominate the grounds and I know I can really be an ass sometimes. I may be bossy and I want things done my way (reminds me of Glennis actually) with top speed and minimal errors. I need people to make sense when they talk, to use their common sense (now that I know common sense ain’t that common at all) and to step up to their role.

Satisfaction comes in many different ways. Especially when my right side kick (figuratively she does sit on my right) comes back to me with a better understanding of how things work. Although it takes time to foster and grow, she does (at least) learn. Left sidekick in Hong Kong indulges me with fascinating comments that boss and her talked about and these just makes me feel more certain and in place about what I am doing here.

Although in some ways more than one, I miss the good old days in Adecco and Degussa, I guess I have come to terms with how mucky the situation is right now.

Problem is – I don’t know where I want to go, next.

A lot of people I know may not agree to the things I want to do and the actions I take. But to a certain extend, I think friends shouldn’t judge or worst, compare and feel that life’s unfair. Certain comments you say stick to my small brain and flickers like a neon light whenever I try to justify myself compromising to suit your needs.

My throat feels dry and my eyes are heavy.

That should be the post holiday syndrome! I am so sleepy and caffeine seems to be on a holiday as well.

Although its time to cheer at 6.30pm, the thought i will have to go to class makes me miss my bed so much.

And so we all grow up.

Firstly, MERRY CHRISTMAS and HAPPY NEW YEAR to my humble audience of 5? Aha!

At some point, I really consider moving this blog again so that I can really say what the hell I want to without consideration of people’s feelings. But what the heck, most of you don’t read this space anyway.

These are what I really want to say.

1) The ones who just can’t believe what I say – YOUR infamous sentence of ‘Didn’t you take it and make it your own?’ when I lost your birthday present. It was a knife stabbed straight into my heart. And since then, I never confined in you again.

2) The ones who are just not considerate. Things you say comes back to my ears. Get it?

3) The one who spreads rumours like wild fire and attempts to extinguish it by saying– oh no, nothing happened. I don’t know…

4) I hate the people who squash me on the train to work. I am small but not THAT small.

5) When I talk to you, look me in my eyes please. That’s BASIC manners

So I survived another year unharmed, I plan to live to a hundred, so far so good. I would type out a list of major events if my brain is active enough at this time in the morning. As much as I dread going to work, I am glad to say I survived more then a year in this hell-hole. The same goes for school and I’ll be a smartie too in 7 months!


That's momo and me before she left.




A little more crowded this year.