On the other side of the fence where a heart has cracked.

It is hard to imagine what went thru her mind when she knew (presuming it had gone the way I think it has since she doesn’t want to talk about it at all).

I wonder too, if knowing makes it easier, though no less excruciating, for her to carry on.

Perhaps for her, it was a little more of anger than confusion?

When I look at her, I can see the strong self harbouring whatever pain she may be carrying. I guess for her time has stood still, torturing her in every possible way. Yet there is nothing we can do as bystanders, not even understanding exactly what had happened.


When the red packet no longer contained moolahs but vouchers.

Things suck. I often find myself wonder if URS is worse (and the answer is always yes).
How would you feel if your manager gave out ang baos to your colleagues but not to you? The work piles up only on MY DESK and they are now attempting to use a stop watch to time me and the fucked up processes so that they may have a valid excuse to possibly retrench me! A bunch of mentally screwed up people!

Outlast. I want to outlast you people and make sure the tables turn. I am not giving up... yet!

i love my new phone!!!! it's baby pink and didn't cost me an arm and a leg too. Will upload a picture when i actually take one.

I am SO looking forward to new year ang baos!