my constant struggle? to keep up with myself.

When i was working in Adecco, someone once told me i ask for too much from myself, i wanted nothing but perfection and to carry one task too many on my young shoulders.

In some ways, my hard work has paid off. moonies hit sky high this month, higher then i was ever paid when i held 3 jobs at one go. i know it may be just luck but hey, it is the pearls of sweat.

i understand for somepeople, life is just the way it is. simple and sweet.

I used to think and be that way too.

until i saw the lifestyle i hope to achieve (the shop till u die) and the things i really want to own (yes another bag). sometimes when i relook at the things i am holding onto, work (increasing by the minute) school(exams this month and assignments) tuition(i need to buck up!) guitar(utter failure to date) books(2 to read excluding textbooks) friends (a never ending list to catch up with) family (neglector) sleep (7 is just not enough).

But sometimes the last thought in my mind ends like this. I am, afterall, still a little girl at 23.